Sometimes life just plain sucks. Sometimes we hurt ourselves. Sometimes we hurt the ones we care about. Change hurts. Whenvever something valuable to somebody changes, they are saddened, oftentimes hurt, and sometimes they feel angry or betrayed.
The change may be for the better, but that doesn't mean that it doesn't still suck, and when you've dedicated the past year of your life to something you thought was wonderful, special, and incredible, you will feel devestated when you learn that it all fell apart.
Sometimes life sucks. Sometimes we know that things need to change, but we can't put our feelings into words, and we can't specifically explain in words why things need to change. But for all the hurt that we cause ourselves when we finally change, we know that there would be so much more if we lied to ourselves and told ourselves that change wasn't needed.
Sometimes things and people die, and sometimes you feel compelled to write some stupid or useless thing in a pitiful attempt to help, when you know that nothing you can do will help anyone. Sometimes, you see that a person that you care about was hurt by another person you care about, and the only thing you can think to do is write a stupid essay about how much life sucks on your website that nobody ever visits.