Go to my links page, and find the link to songfight. Today, because I was totally bored, I went to songfight, and downloaded the current fight. Its amazing how songs have the ability to affect you.
I'm sitting at my computer desk listening to a song that I've never heard before, and yet it brings back memories of a happier time. I won't say that I've been sad recently, and I certainly haven't been depressed, but it seems that there is something missing from my life.
This weekend I've been doing lots of stuff with friends, which is cool and stuff, but it isn't what I really want to do. You see, I seem to associate being busy with being happy, and that certainly isn't neccessarily true. But today, as I listened to songfight, I was remeinded for some reason of the spring and summer last year, and how that was the best time of my life.
I don't know what it was about that time, but I just felt happy then. When I remember my trips to Disneyworld, and later to North Carolina, I'm not sure I can top that. Hopefully I will. I've always felt a nostalgia for the past, but during those times, I said to myself that those are the times that I will feel nostalgic for, and here I am, remembering them with a tear in my eye.